lent Lent Poetry 33 The camera shows me one thing but my mind sees something completely different what's drag and what's reality? some days it's really hard to tell the difference
lent Lent Poetry 31 and 32 31 they come into my mind one by one using my mind and my voice to give us wisdom a blue fairy with wings a dark creature a ghost and lastly, Her-- the pillar of Fire She who Burns into the night 32 my body didn't want to
lent Lent Poetry 30 He called to me demanding to be let out. I cleaned the shelves freeing them of 15 years of dust putting His statue on them setting candles and other various things. Calling in our Temple filling it with our power claiming this new Sacred Space. It is now ours and
lent Lent Poetry 29 steps that take a strange order of operations I don't understand-- how do you know when you are done? the dance is more complicated than the music Does it really need to be this way? the story should be more important than the spectacle but the dance doesn&
lent Lent Poetry 28 all the things I've ever done that could be called brave were just something I had to do there was nothing special in my actions I existed through the terror and lived I know that there are times where I need to do things, that I need to
lent Lent Poetry 27 i sat at the table satisfied with my work making order in the ways that I perceive it always brings me joy
compassion Featured Lent Poetry 26 Matthew 5:3-10 When I was little we watched The Elephant Man. my mom told me that I was so upset by it because I couldn't understand why people where so mean to him he was a person just like them didn't they know that? when
lent Lent Poetry 25 you were alone doing what you could to hold yourself together we floated in a sea of bureaucracy and dreams there is no fault no shame in doing what needed to be done both us did the best we could with an ocean between us we found ourselves in the
lent Lent Poetry 24 the day is bright after the storm the world feels new even if there is nothing I can do about the rest of the world I revel in our little corner of it an island of peace in a stormy sea
lent Lent Poetry 23 I watch and listen-- an old woman on the road the clerk at the convenience store children coming home from school the normal movements of life ebb and flow rain and sunshine day and night community finding its way into my heart and soul
lent Lent Poetry 22 changed in many ways the touches lingering looks feelings and aura-- everything is still there the muscle memory of relationship moving in and out and around each other but there's also the new a feeling that we need to relearn what it is to be us rediscovering our
lent Lent Poetry 21 I find myself feeling new things and seeing new sides of myself in the mirror that make me think who is that? The truth of the matter is that when I look into my own eyes I don't know. There's so much behind the eyes staring
lent Lent Poetry 20 the words today are no cooperating novel, poems, even emails it feels as if I'm pulling each letter from a vat of sludge that is unwilling to let go of it's captives no matter how hard I pull (Bah... misnumbered the last post. All fixed now.
lent Lent Poetry 19 The Second Coming If I reach out my hands are slapped aside-- They shout that I'm not right, I am an abomination. Others will say that I don't care enough shouting that I am wrong because I do not see the world in the eyes of
lent Lent Poetry 18 "I made a mistake." "You did. You should be punished." I shuffled my feet. "But she said..." Nemesis peered into my soul, then laughed at me. "It is never just a mistake, is it? It is your stupidity that makes you do the
Poetry Lent Poetry 17 Some days the words won't come I will speak them in English but no one understands what I say. I could yell from the rooftops and the ones on the ground will shout that it's just gibberish and ask why I'm yelling so loud.
amwriting Update: You might have noticed A few changes around here There's a lot going on right now, but I'll try to keep it concise. I've decided to start using the pen name of Lulu James Spencer. I kind of tried it out on BlueSky at first, then in some other places, and really, I
lent Lent Poetry 16 The days I love you the most are the worst days-- the frustrating days when the world seems too big and nothing's going right, the days where your body isn't cooperating, the days when something sits hard taking your breath or stealing your shine. Those are
lent Lent Poetry 15 Emotions like soda bubble through my head nothing stands still and nothing is explicable most of life is fluid now time is moving forward instead of frozen there is much to do but time is no longer relevant instead time has become expansive
lent Lent Poetry 13 He told us that his friend was lucky because Hell was closed I wondered what made today so special but I forgot to ask
lent Lent Poetry 12 The sun through the clouds made the sky feel vast as we drove the world suddenly felt endless all possible full of warmth and wonder because I was going home
lent Lent Poetry 11 Moving is hard Brain hates change But I will be home and then life will resume change isn’t bad
lent Lent Poetry 10 Transformation Your nails Painted black a small thing but not a little thing a Fedora a jacket we change but we are more together and separate
lent Lent Poetry 9 I have missed so much of you-- all the small daily looks and touches that make up the tapestry of our marriage While it's absence was quiet torture, I am giddy at the thought of rediscovering you and all that made me fall in love with you from
